{"items":[{"children":[{"children":[{"properties":{"content":[{"html":"<script type=\"module\">\n  import mermaid from 'https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/npm/mermaid@11/dist/mermaid.esm.min.mjs';\n  const theme = window.matchMedia && window.matchMedia('(prefers-color-scheme: dark)').matches ? 'dark' : 'default';\n  mermaid.initialize({securityLevel: 'loose', theme: theme});\n</script>\n<p><em>Now playing: dxy_drmng by invention_</em></p>\n<p>Only that it wasn&#39;t in the park. And I was cycling.</p>\n<p>Anyways, the first cycle ride of the year, after what felt like an eternity of.. weirdness. Last year, I called sick because of a fear disorder, which made me unable to go to work, communicate with my colleagues, or.. work at all. I was paralyzed with fear and at first my solution was: HOME OFFICE</p>\n<p>Which worked great. Until it didn&#39;t. One of the colleagues I still could talk to suggested going into a clinic for a while to get back on my feet again. Long story short, I was away from Work more than 4(!) months on what sometimes felt like vacation and othertimes like wasting my time. The truth is probably somewhere in between.</p>\n<p>It was not a walk in the park, as was todays cycle trip.</p>\n<pre id=\"mermaid-1\" class=\"mermaid\" phx-update=\"ignore\">stateDiagram-v2\n    Pedal_up --&gt; Pedal_down\n    Pedal_down --&gt; Pedal_up\n</pre>\n<p><em>I will keep making this diagrams and you can&#39;t stop me.</em></p>\n<p>It felt so good, cycling again, which I&#39;ve done rarely in the last months, hell, most of 2026 so far. I was one of many people out enjoying the sun, I felt calm, peaceful and happy.</p>","value":"Now playing: dxy_drmng by invention_\nOnly that it wasn't in the park. And I was cycling.\nAnyways, the first cycle ride of the year, after what felt like an eternity of.. weirdness. Last year, I called sick because of a fear disorder, which made me unable to go to work, communicate with my colleagues, or.. work at all. I was paralyzed with fear and at first my solution was: HOME OFFICE\nWhich worked great. Until it didn't. One of the colleagues I still could talk to suggested going into a clinic for a while to get back on my feet again. Long story short, I was away from Work more than 4(!) months on what sometimes felt like vacation and othertimes like wasting my time. The truth is probably somewhere in between.\nIt was not a walk in the park, as was todays cycle trip.\nstateDiagram-v2\n    Pedal_up --> Pedal_down\n    Pedal_down --> Pedal_up\n\nI will keep making this diagrams and you can't stop me.\nIt felt so good, cycling again, which I've done rarely in the last months, hell, most of 2026 so far. I was one of many people out enjoying the sun, I felt calm, peaceful and happy."}],"name":["A walk in the park"],"published":["2026-04-11T18:11:00+02:00"],"summary":["Now playing: dxy_drmng by invention_\nOnly that it wasn't in the park. And I was cycling.\nAnyways, the first cycle ride of the year, after what felt like an eternity of.. weirdness. Last year, I called sick because of a fear disorder, which made me unable to go to work, communicate with my colleagues, or.. work at all. I was paralyzed with fear and at first my solution was: HOME OFFICE\nWhich worked great. Until it didn't. One of the colleagues I still could talk to suggested going into a clinic for a while to get back on my feet again. Long story short, I was away from Work more than 4(!) months on what sometimes felt like vacation and othertimes like wasting my time. The truth is probably somewhere in between.\nIt was not a walk in the park, as was todays cycle trip.\nstateDiagram-v2\n    Pedal_up --> Pedal_down\n    Pedal_down --> Pedal_up\n\nI will keep making this diagrams and you can't stop me.\nIt felt so good, cycling again, which I've done rarely in the last months, hell, most of 2026 so far. I was one of many people out enjoying the sun, I felt calm, peaceful and happy."],"updated":["2026-04-11T18:26:49+02:00"],"url":["https://inhji.de/posts/a-walk-in-the-park/mf2"]},"type":["h-entry"]},{"id":"main-sidebar","properties":{"name":["Jonathan"],"nickname":["inhji"],"note":["Jacked in since 1996."]},"type":["h-card"]}],"properties":{},"type":["h-screen"]}],"properties":{},"type":["h-screen"]}],"rel-urls":{"https://bandcamp.com/inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            Bandcamp\n          "},"https://chaos.social/@inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            Fediverse\n          "},"https://codeberg.org/inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            Codeberg\n          "},"https://inhji.de/assets/css/app-b8875bee9b34cb8b488eb08981acde28.css?vsn=d":{"rels":["stylesheet"]},"https://listenbrainz.org/user/inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            ListenBrainz\n          "}},"rels":{"me":["https://bandcamp.com/inhji","https://listenbrainz.org/user/inhji","https://codeberg.org/inhji","https://chaos.social/@inhji"],"stylesheet":["https://inhji.de/assets/css/app-b8875bee9b34cb8b488eb08981acde28.css?vsn=d"]}}