{"items":[{"children":[{"children":[{"properties":{"content":[{"html":"<script type=\"module\">\n  import mermaid from 'https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/npm/mermaid@11/dist/mermaid.esm.min.mjs';\n  const theme = window.matchMedia && window.matchMedia('(prefers-color-scheme: dark)').matches ? 'dark' : 'default';\n  mermaid.initialize({securityLevel: 'loose', theme: theme});\n</script>\n<p><em>Now Playing: 腿の高いレギンス by Opal Vessel</em></p>\n<p>Ah, the infamous first post. A drop of ink on a blank canvas. Or rather, the first keystroke in an empty textarea. It&#39;s all the same. Anxiety creeps in, with every minute that you stare into this empty abyss. You think, you feel, YOU KNOW, the abyss is staring back at you.</p>\n<p>Aaaaaaaah, the infamous first post.</p>\n<pre id=\"mermaid-1\" class=\"mermaid\" phx-update=\"ignore\">flowchart LR\nAbyss --&gt; Anxiety\nAnxiety --&gt; Fear\nFear --&gt; Judgement\nJudgement --&gt; Denial\nDenial --&gt; Justification\nJustification --&gt; Abyss\n</pre>\n<p>Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, the infamous first post. Or will it be your last post. Close this tab. Open steam, or youtube. Consume. Stop thinking. Consume. Hive five with your demons and play some Fortnite with them.</p>\n<p>You&#39;ve given up before you even started. Why? Because it&#39;s easier to run. Easier than staying, and finding out you&#39;re the only one who didn&#39;t run.</p>\n<p><em>Now Playing: Running by Jamie XX feat. 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Hive five with your demons and play some Fortnite with them.\nYou've given up before you even started. Why? Because it's easier to run. Easier than staying, and finding out you're the only one who didn't run.\nNow Playing: Running by Jamie XX feat. Gil Scott-Heron\nmindmap\n  root((First Post))\n    Aaaaah\n      Aaahhhhh\n      AaaaaHHHHH\n    AAAAAAAHHHHHHH\n      AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH\n      AAH\n      AHHHH\n    aaaaaaaaaa\n      aaaaaa\n      aaaaaaaaaa"}],"name":["First Post"],"published":["2026-04-11T12:04:59+02:00"],"summary":["Now Playing: 腿の高いレギンス by Opal Vessel\nAh, the infamous first post. A drop of ink on a blank canvas. Or rather, the first keystroke in an empty textarea. It's all the same. Anxiety creeps in, with every minute that you stare into this empty abyss. You think, you feel, YOU KNOW, the abyss is staring back at you.\nAaaaaaaah, the infamous first post.\nflowchart LR\nAbyss --> Anxiety\nAnxiety --> Fear\nFear --> Judgement\nJudgement --> Denial\nDenial --> Justification\nJustification --> Abyss\n\nAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, the infamous first post. Or will it be your last post. Close this tab. Open steam, or youtube. Consume. Stop thinking. Consume. Hive five with your demons and play some Fortnite with them.\nYou've given up before you even started. Why? Because it's easier to run. Easier than staying, and finding out you're the only one who didn't run.\nNow Playing: Running by Jamie XX feat. 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