I have chosen to release this project on version 1.x rather than 0.x. By release I mean the first version where it was online and actively used by me. You could say, the first production release. Not sure if I want to call my messing around here production, but whatever.\nActually, that't the whole point of starting with v1.
\nIt may not be much, but I feel like it does something to my brain, where I feel like This is good enough to actually use and to show the world. This is not some half-assed beta software which will be stuck on 0.99999 forever because its creator feels it's still lacking, it's still not good enough.
\nI guess this is an analogy to myself and how I see and started accepting myself for how and who I am. You see, I always felt and still feel often that I'm not good enough. I was shy to show myself and my way of interacting with the world reflected that. I had so many failed attempts at just making a fucking blog and writing words on it.
\nBecause I always felt it was not good enough. What I really was feeling was that I was not good enough. I projected that feeling onto the software I was writing and so I never felt happy to finish and actually use my software. Because then I would need to scrutinize that software. And since that software was so deeply intertwined with my self-esteem, I would need to scrutinize myself.
\nGod, that felt good.
\nI finally got something off my chest I feel like was there for a long time.
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