{"items":[{"children":[{"children":[{"properties":{"category":["anxiety","work","sleep"],"content":[{"html":"<script type=\"module\">\n  import mermaid from 'https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/npm/mermaid@11/dist/mermaid.esm.min.mjs';\n  const theme = window.matchMedia && window.matchMedia('(prefers-color-scheme: dark)').matches ? 'dark' : 'default';\n  mermaid.initialize({securityLevel: 'loose', theme: theme});\n</script>\n<p><em>Now playing: Cutoff by Vokon</em></p>\n<p>Sooo, I&#39;m at work, its 15:36, which means another hour of work. And I feel like I&#39;m loosing my mind. I feel <a href=\"https://inhji.de/posts/waiting-to-panic/tired\" data-wikilink=\"true\">tired</a> and stressed at the same time.</p>\n<pre id=\"mermaid-1\" class=\"mermaid\" phx-update=\"ignore\">flowchart LR\nI --&gt; am\nI --&gt; tired.\nI --&gt; fucking\nam --&gt; soooooo\nsoooooo --&gt; fucking\nsoooooo --&gt; I\nam --&gt; fucking\nam --&gt; soooooo\nfucking --&gt; soooooo\nfucking --&gt; I\nfucking --&gt; tired.\ntired. --&gt; fucking\n</pre>","value":"Now playing: Cutoff by Vokon\nSooo, I'm at work, its 15:36, which means another hour of work. And I feel like I'm loosing my mind. I feel tired and stressed at the same time.\nflowchart LR\nI --> am\nI --> tired.\nI --> fucking\nam --> soooooo\nsoooooo --> fucking\nsoooooo --> I\nam --> fucking\nam --> soooooo\nfucking --> soooooo\nfucking --> I\nfucking --> tired.\ntired. --> fucking"}],"name":["Waiting to panic"],"published":["2026-04-14T23:29:54+02:00"],"summary":["Now playing: Cutoff by Vokon\nSooo, I'm at work, its 15:36, which means another hour of work. And I feel like I'm loosing my mind. I feel tired and stressed at the same time.\nflowchart LR\nI --> am\nI --> tired.\nI --> fucking\nam --> soooooo\nsoooooo --> fucking\nsoooooo --> I\nam --> fucking\nam --> soooooo\nfucking --> soooooo\nfucking --> I\nfucking --> tired.\ntired. --> fucking"],"updated":["2026-04-14T23:29:54+02:00"]},"type":["h-entry"]},{"id":"main-sidebar","properties":{"name":["Jonathan"],"nickname":["inhji"],"note":["Jacked in since 1996."],"url":["https://inhji.de/"]},"type":["h-card"]}],"properties":{},"type":["h-screen"]}],"properties":{},"type":["h-screen"]}],"rel-urls":{"https://bandcamp.com/inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            Bandcamp\n          "},"https://chaos.social/@inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            Fediverse\n          "},"https://codeberg.org/inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            Codeberg\n          "},"https://inhji.de/assets/css/app-00ce9f3be2138b7d142b517e35171a6b.css?vsn=d":{"rels":["stylesheet"]},"https://listenbrainz.org/user/inhji":{"rels":["me"],"text":"\n            ListenBrainz\n          "}},"rels":{"me":["https://bandcamp.com/inhji","https://listenbrainz.org/user/inhji","https://codeberg.org/inhji","https://chaos.social/@inhji"],"stylesheet":["https://inhji.de/assets/css/app-00ce9f3be2138b7d142b517e35171a6b.css?vsn=d"]}}