A walk in the park

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Only that it wasn't in the park. And I was cycling.

Anyways, the first cycle ride of the year, after what felt like an eternity of.. weirdness. Last year, I called sick because of a fear disorder, which made me unable to go to work, communicate with my colleagues, or.. work at all. I was paralyzed with fear and at first my solution was: HOME OFFICE

Which worked great. Until it didn't. One of the colleagues I still could talk to suggested going into a clinic for a while to get back on my feet again. Long story short, I was away from Work more than 4(!) months on what sometimes felt like vacation and othertimes like wasting my time. The truth is probably somewhere in between.

It was not a walk in the park, as was todays cycle trip.

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I will keep making this diagrams and you can't stop me.

It felt so good, cycling again, which I've done rarely in the last months, hell, most of 2026 so far. I was one of many people out enjoying the sun, I felt calm, peaceful and happy.